Sounds like you are in a better place mu. We will both get there. I think we are pretty close to the same step too.
Gmum, you may be right. All my hobbies are considered work by many people. Carpentry, mechanic, gardening, woodworking, etc. But it's fulfilling and honest work. I don't do well with down time...
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
It certainly resonates with me. I could see how one could feel more of a sense of accomplishment when you create with your hands as opposed sitting in front of a computer all day.
We are all different. I am good at visualization and creation. Ask me to sing and the dogs will howl. Some people write, paint, dance, ect. It's all good. Find something you love and have fun, that's what it's all about. It's the journey not the destination. Make art, create beauty!
Hello, I hope this post finds you all well. Not much to report on the home front. My wife is in her room. I am here surfing, sitting with my son while he plays XBox. My daughter is in her room playing her music to loud. I am trying to be with the kids any chance I can. They grow up so fast.
I enjoyed my class today. I am glad to get out of the house 2 nights a week. I will take some sort of class next fall. I am eager to keep expanding my knowledge. I wasted a lot of time in the past, not anymore. That's all there is right now.
It seems like she is deeply angry and resentful of me. She said it was because I behaved like an a$$hole. I think it is deeper then that. I think she resents marrying me and putting her in this circumstance. It feels like she has rejected me and all I touch. If she feels that strongly against me and my existence how does she ever soften her view?
It seems like she is deeply angry and resentful of me. She said it was because I behaved like an a$$hole. I think it is deeper then that. I think she resents marrying me and putting her in this circumstance. It feels like she has rejected me and all I touch. If she feels that strongly against me and my existence how does she ever soften her view?
Mu, I think she is angry with herself. She is stuck and you are the scapegoat. You have let yourself be the scapegoat for a long time, maybe now that you are stepping out of that position she will have to deal with her anger in a way that is more genuine and will help her to grow. Or maybe not. Either way, if you let go of this burden your life will only get better. That is all you can do. Better get prepared Mu, the party bus is in the works.
