Actually my biggest fear is that he is gone forever and won't want to come back. I do not want to start over at 46 yrs old.


T-20 yrs M- 7yrs
Me-46 XH- 44
S15, S21
1yr separation and divorce, my decision-07
1yr separation, my decision-2012
His PA started Aug 2016
I moved out Sept/16
He's been with OW ever since