You still look at this as your not good enough and that's why TP is always on your mind. I know it's hard but you can't compare yourself to her and base your value on what he's choosing right now. His choices in life are about him not you or TP. Him. Not you. Not TP.
Get that thought out of your head!
Glad the infestation is nearing an end
Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be
