Rain, it all sounds so confusing -- the texts and the sweet words, but then saying he hopes you find someone else. It just doesn't make sense. Do you really want him to leave you alone? I can see why you would. Everyone says that if we have NC, we'll feel better and get better. I fight it with every fiber of my being, and whenever I hear her voice or see her I feel better. It's sick. (Of course when I see her with OW, which I haven't yet, that won't feel very good at all. Ick.)
You go right ahead and blubber away. Let it all out. I'm thinking of you.
((((((((Rain75)))))))
11/4/15 W revealed EA/2 months later became PA with co-worker Reconciling since late April 2016 Don't give up until it's time, then move on Be patient, strong and kind but never a doormat