Thanks Sandi I know I'm not looking for friendship actively. I do know that part of me misses her. Inviting her in would have made an awkward situation worse. I was fired from that job. I have to slow down and stop thinking this is a quick fix. That's not the case at all. Of Course she is going to be friendly, if I am friendly back she gets to live her fantasy. Like Cali guy said earlier. I have been alone for a week. That is it. Although I was riding a high yesterday and almost all of today. Seeing her really shook that down to reality. It's ik to feel good about myself, it will take time to feel good and stay that way when I see her. I will definitely look up the post you made.
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
