Ok so hopefully Azzork can clarify. Right now I feel like he was asking that because it was too soon. Turned out I just met her and she didn't come here. I was happy to see the boys and smiled. Was pleasant. Not acting. Genuinely happy.
About 5 minutes down the road I was almost in tears. I know I have been doing better. Seeing her again tho brings up a lot of stuff. There wasn't a lot of convo. Just this is in here This stuffy is here. Kind of stuff.
But wow. I didn't realize how not moved on I am. I felt great until a few miles down the road and realized this is far far from being anywhere near to being ok yet. Not seeing her everyday helps. Keeping communication to a minimum. Helps. That was so much harder than I thought.
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
