Get help, buddy. You might have an addiction. The hard part is asking for help. I'm an addict. Go to weekly meetings now.

Maybe you already told us, in that case, sorry. Addictions are serious stuff.

M46, EXWW46
M15 T17
D20, S19, D13
M - Addiction since 1998
W EA/PA #1 2013/2014
W EA #2 June 2015...
BD 1 Big D talk 9/15
BD 2 - EA/PA disc 10/30/15
Served D 1/22/16
Divorced 5/25/16 (yes, that fast!)