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[Fogg]

I get the same feelings reading your posts Zues. You spend a good deal of time describing how different you are than everyone else. I know you dont intent to be personal or pass judgement on everyone else.

You said you're a different species that burns with a higher intensity. I wonder, what does it mean to you if you were just another average, medicore person? What does that person look like to you. Describe that person, is there someone it reminds you of?

I just wonder if that intensity you have isn't to achieve a higher level of what you can be but to avoid being like someone or something else that you want nothing to do with.

Being here on the forums and realizing most of the world is broken and possibly capable of acting selfishly seems to have you come two paths. You do everything possible(even studying people on the forums looking for common traits to learn how to read someone) to find that one person that is the same as you. Or you write off humanity and be alone. Just my thoughts, they can be ignored or passed on. There may be nothing wrong with your drive and I dont mean to imply there is, it's something that has helped you in many areas of your life. Just offereing an alternate perspective.