Sorry to your sitch has taken a turn for the worse. Things looked so promising for you not so long ago.
I like your attitude about being served and your interactions with your children. I hope I can do the same when I'm served in the near future. Be well.
Me:44 W:38 T:10.5 M:7.5 D:3 BD: 7/2015 W moves out of MBR: 9/2015 WW files for D: 2/8/2016