Trumpet, I'm sorry to hear this. For me, getting that complaint actually helped me detach just a tiny bit more. I think the fear of it coming/the waiting and wondering what it would look like was much worse than actually finally getting it. Also, in my case it was full of errors and for some reason that helped me too.
M: Early 40s H: late 30s 2 kids under 10 M: 15 yrs BD: 7/14 S: 10/14
