I was already not drinking. I've drank a couple times over the last month but it is really something I can not do. The drinking me is not a man only a fool would leave.

I'm hurting today. I don't want to "sit in my pain" any more. I don't know how to deal with it though. I've never learned how to deal with emotional pain in a healthy way. I'm trying

Me 40
WW 41
D 4
S 12
S 14
BD 6.16.2015
W stopped wearing ring 9.4.15
W Filed Divorce 9.14.15
My ring off 11.15.15
D finalized 12.18.15
WXW (wayward X wife) moved out 1.28.16 got her own place