LBH w/ a WXW after the D - now what

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Well I over drank last night and now I feel like garbage. I know it's going to make me feel worse the next day but I did it anyway. I didn't come home until i was sobered up around 4:30am. I went right to the bedroom basement in order to try not to wake anyone. My WXW still lives in the house. She has always worried about my drinking and I would end up in jail. I too am scared. She had her parents drive up from their house 3 hours away to get D4 for 5 days. I agreed to this. She said "we need to figure out what is going on here" I'm not sure if she's talking about me getting drunk, our living situation, our R or what. But today is the first day of being a quitter. I quit drinking as of this morning. No more for me or i will lose everything. I know myself. I'll drink and get in trouble losing D4, house, job, and any chance of pulling this family back together.

I feel I have been very strong most of the time through this whole sitch but last night I stumbled. Trying to dust myself off and get back on the right path today but i'm not feeling very awesome