WW emotions ebb and flow like waves in the ocean, so there's no real way to tell what's going. on. I think the key to our sanity is detachment, so we don't get crushed by strong waves or pulled under by the undertow. Main thing is you can't stay still because you'll get pummeled - we need to keep moving (improving ourselves) to minimize the damage to yourself.
As for the kids, it's a no-brainer. Sure it would be easier to wwalk away and not deal with the pain. But you don't strkie me as someone who defaults to the easy route. You do what is right, what will help your children in the the future. Continue to be a great dad and good example, but remember to never put them in the middle or force them to take sides (BTW, I think you're doing a GREAT job of not involving them).
Me-38 W-38; T-15 M-12; S10 and S6 BD - July 2016; EA confirmed; confronted Aug 2015 EA dissolved 12/2016
Never make someone a priority when all you are to them is an option - Maya Angelou
