Keefa, so sorry to hear about your struggles and I often also feel like you when you said that you, "don't want this go on any more. I don't know what to do." That's a horrible feeling and I would imagine it's even worse if you view yourself as a problem solver.
I don't really have any advice to offer you but I can offer you empathy. Be well. I wish you the best.
Me:44 W:38 T:10.5 M:7.5 D:3 BD: 7/2015 W moves out of MBR: 9/2015 WW files for D: 2/8/2016
