no wisdom from me Pink, I can see that XH is still in MLC and maybe the fog cleared for a while and the real XH emerged
IMHO the biggest thing in all this is that you admit you still love XH and I think for a lot of us ,it's been very obvious in your posts.
I see a change in XH bur I would advise caution The fog might be clearing but there is still along way for him to go. As usual , time will reveal all and this maybe the first step towards something great.
I've always admired you passionate side but maybe it doesn't help when it comes to waiting !!!!
Relax back and see what happens , give yourself time to see how you feel after a couple of days
