Hi Raliced - weird stuff about him....who knows?? He doesn't sound to be in a great place.
As for you, it sounds as though you are doing pretty well, but like many of us - more healing to come. Going through a marital breakdown and losing your Dad suddenly in the midst of that is a lot to process. (((Big hugs)))
Brene Brown popped into my mind as I was reading this. Have you looked at her two TED talks or read any of her books? Her thoughts on vulnerability might be of interest for you.
Take care, be well and enjoy what life has to offer xx
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We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus