Stepping in a Different Direction

[Pax_luv]

Hello V! Thanks so much for stopping by.

"Do you want to move back in?" Yes, I most certainly did and still believe I do. I loved my house. Its just never been an option.

Truth be told, my questioning stems from fear. I've always been afraid of crossing h out of fear that it would hinder reconciliation. Back when there were interactions between h and I (many many many months ago) I allowed him to step on me, but I thought it was ok as long as he was feeling like he was getting what he wanted. I wanted to be accomodating. That was way before DB! Oyy- stupid girl. Now, I'm still afraid if I broach the legal aspect of this... It will hinder reconciliation. The truth is, he hasn't given me a nugget of any interest in 7 months, and most importantly, my actions can't be based on what he will/ will not do. I have to protect myself here and that may mean having to file.