B's 10-Week Bootcamp

[Bfice3]

Hey Azzork...yeah...I ended up sending her a text after reading your post (I guess two days ago now).

Me: I've been very angry with you recently and have responded poorly and without control of my emotions, so I apologize.

WW: I understand. I'm sorry things are so tough

And that was it. Back to no contact between her and I. Which, I know is wrong to think, but I hate this whole no contact thing. More specifically, I hate that she is so okay with not contacting me at all. She hasn't once, since this separation, called to see how I'm doing, to talk about our marriage, or anything like that.

I mean, dumb question, but me continuing no contact is my only course of action right? GAL, NC, and prayer.

To everyone following my sitch, if anyone is, I know I ended up handling things poorly this weekend, but man I just...I'm just so hurt and angry with her. I guess that's a change and perhaps I should consider it progress from being completely depressed all the time.

I don't know. I got those books in Fogg. No more Mr Nice Guy, and I ended up getting the 'Passion Trap' instead of the one you mentioned. I don't know. I'll read them. Hopefully learn something about myself, or at least develop some self control.

Zen Warrior is my ideal objective right?

Anyway...don't have long. Hope everyone is doing well. I'll be back in touch soon.

Later.