Hurricane Rising

[NateG79]

So went back to visit my lawyer today. Looked over things that are in the system so far. Still no mention of the filing from WW. We went together to tumbling last night. A couple little chit chats about her playing around on the swing, and just generally paying most attention to daughter. She seemed to be upbeat and happy go lucky. Being served seems not to bother her at all, which just reinforces my feelings that this is what she wanted all along, just wouldn't go forward with it. Lawyer asked if I felt she might bring strange men around my daughter at her home and I replied that I couldn't answer that question as I don't know what she does at home. He stated he could file an injunction, but I didn't know if that was the right answer so I just asked to hold off.

He believed the terms I had set forth were pretty fair. 50/50 custody. Although I think it just enables her to be more of a mingling single than she deserves. I'm almost floored to think she may be more enamored with her dating life than spending time with her daughter. Today I've hit full on depression, maybe a little buyer's remorse with the filing. But I still believe it's a boundary that I must follow through with. I just WILL not be a doormat for her anymore. Communication is pretty much nothing, besides a text about D2 every once in awhile. Feels like this whole thing will just quietly go through, and an unceremonious end to a 10 year friendship/relationship.