I see you have not posted in a while. I just wanted to thank you for mentioning the song "Could have been me" by the Struts (in Flight's thread). It is a nice anthem about living your life and living your life without regrets. We all have good reason to listen to it right now. I am posting it to the DB songbook thread. Check it out if you have a chance.
You only have 13 posts and already you have made an impact! I am sorry for your sitch. I hope you keep posting. I hope you will benefit from the advice offered here, as I have.