Thank you so much Sandi. She is moving out in a week and a half with my boys. This is another reason I feel so much anger. My 9 year old drew me a picture, a happy face with me in our family home and a sad face with WAW in the new rental house. Despite taking every effort to ensure the boys never feel they have to 'choose' there is already conflict in this poor little fella's head. I cannot see how I would ever forgive WAW for this. It is beyond my capacity to logically reason everything that is going on. I am trying so hard to stick to the rules and WAW and I do not communicate at all. Any given hour of any day I feel differently about things. Sometimes more positive, sometimes tears just form. I am so sad. My boys are my constant and I am doing my all to give them boundaries and as much routine and normality and love as I can. They fill me with joy and happiness knowing they love me back. I am at work now, wondering what furniture I will be left with. Should I be there when WAW moves out, or should I go climb a mountain. I want to skip a year and start over in 2017. This year is going to be tougher
me45,W43 S9,S5 T15yrs M10yrs BD 4/07/15 W wants D 4/07/15 W filed 8/05/15 D petition arrived 21/12/15 Merry xmas, W,S5 S9 moved out 5/2/16
