Laying here praying before sleep. I was asking for strength to become happy for myself. And I dawned on me. When I met W and we started dating. That was a point in my life where I was feeling the most self confident and happy with my life than I ever have before. It was after first D. Long after that I started going out dancing. Talking to women. Buying mySelf things. I was happy with me and not looking for a R. Just looking to meet people. As M went on I became less that person and more stay at home lazy and procrastinating. Not saying this as a way to get W back. That may be a bonus. But I realized. That was probably the happiest I have been with me ever. Didn't care what people thought of me. Had no problem taking to people. I need to be that man again!
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
