Hurricane Rising

[NateG79]

Well I applied to an IT position, Hoping to get it, as it's in the same building, and I'd keep my benefits and get paid better. No communication with her at all, but I will most likely see her at tumbling tonight. As to whether it was really to be done with her...... it's a hard answer. I'm not going to be a doormat while she indiscriminately dates other people. Our trust and respect level for each other is zero. I don't believe that she will snap out of it, this is just who she is now. She's said things to that effect. She's said I was never plan b. So if I was no plan, then I didn't want to continue being on the game board. Emotionally I don't feel abutting for her anymore. And yet I cried when filling out the paperwork. Also surprised she hasn't even said anything to me about getting served. She had sent so many mixed messages, and I just couldn't believe any of them. I didn't file out of anger, I filed out of what I felt was necessity as to not go through another OM. I can't see how it could ever work again as how broken we are.