Sadly, she still hasn't said that her actions are the cause of all this grief. Maybe she wants you to take her back, but I get the fact that you can't accept that right now and you have a high bar on your beliefs about the need for her to repent before you'd even consider it. It must be difficult to watch, but you have standards, and on that, there can be no going back.
M 45 W 52 SD22 S9 D8 BD 6 April 2015 Not living together 4 Dec 2015