The start of my happiness.

[Azzork]

I haven't said it lately because I feel like I shouldn't. I have been holding in sadness and focusing on anything to make it go away.

It's perfectly OK to feel sadness. Its actually HEALTHY to feel sad. Didnt you watch Inside Out?

What you dont want to do is:
1) express that sadness to your W
2) Let your sadness dictate your actions

But it's OK to lie in bed and cry for an hour now and again.