YELLING arrrrrrrhhhhhhhh arrrrrrrrhhhhh damn L. More questions more delay more costs. So damn frustrated.
I need to just get this done,
So badly it needs to damn well end. Stomps foot and pouts
Oh well nothing like a good scream huh girls and boys? I keep chanting it will be fine once it's sorted and clear and slower means the outcome is better in the end.
Looks handling op false allergations is what sent m spiralling. H would accuse and I would end up, having to just shut down otherwise I would ensure things like the now famous 45min suppositories rant thus proving I don't love him because cream which was he requirement want avaible at the shop.
I need to find way to be me without feeling the need to beg or grovel or explain my feelings which should be allowed even if the op doesn't agree. I don't need to feel stress I don't need to fix nor smooth things over but I'm sure their are better ways to handle putting over my point of view smaller hammer instead of large truck powered jack hammer! ( to use a word picture to illustrate the point)
I realise now people often hear even if they don't acknowledge and it can take time to process. Time that whole post by cadet time is a gift.
Leaving space for others to think and ponder can change their view, point in time.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
