Hi Mu! I love that quote that Jelly posted from The Help. It's perfect. I think right now, you need to focus on something other than your W. Have you read "The Lighthouse" yet? It helps me when I'm feeling lost or abandoned.

Welding sounds like fun!

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M 46 / H 43
T 24/M 18
S 4
11/6/2014 ILYBNILWY
1/16/2015 Living in separate bedroom
1/8/2016 H moved out