I know what you're saying Rouky! I've already been on other meals out thinking that at least it would be a chance to show the new and improved me. And, of course, there is always that little spark of hope that it ignites when he asks me to come along. It could just be his conscience. It could be that he wants to see how we get on, or it could be none of those. Just don't know what to do for the best. Want to be strong enough to say no but then want the hope of it being a baby step
