Hey Z, there are a few of us here who have felt like you do about the being invisible. Don't ever let that feeling stop you from putting your stuff out here on this board. There will alwway be someone who hears you, felt the same or wants to offer some love and support to someone because they just do.
I am an incrediably shy person and worry that my level of crazy alienates people. But you know those who get me, get me. So happy with that.
