I have been as NC with W as possible for over a week now, she sent me text this morning asking me if I would like go to an event with her and the kids this Sunday. I waited for a few hours then replied "wouldn't miss it " she sent me a smiley face in return.
I do believe that we will work through this tough period in our MR. We are all hurt and angry at times, and we all have to deal with it in our own way. I make no delusions that we could end up divorced, but as long as we approach difficult times with our eyes wide open we can clearly see what is best for ourselves.
Sometimes I feel like I am shadow boxing with W and in general. Fighting something that isn't really there to fight with, just expending my valuable energy in a fight with one participant. A fight against myself.
M: 39 W:38 D: 11 S: 7 T: 18 M:13 I suspect problem: 8/15 ILYB: 9/15 Never quit on love I ask her to leave:10/15