"You is smart, you is kind, you is important" . I love this quote from book The Help. It is the first thing that came to mind when I read your feelings of abandonment. Let the passing of the day take this feeling, because it does end, Ancaire and I can attest to that. There has been a trigger, a little nasty thought virus that has taken control. Minimize the little bugger's destruction by containing it. Virus's don't like the light Mu, glad you posted so that we can shine some light on it and show that while its teeth are gnarly and its bark loud and offensive, it is actually small and faceless and worthy of being kicked into touch.

wish I had a chance to give you a big hug. Hugging men is sometimes I problem for me, as I am so short at 5.3, its always me with the guys chin on my head. It always feels like i'm getting a hug rather the giving one. I am sure we could make it work. Lol

Hang in there Mu!

Lots of love

JellyBxxx