Ellie, He called it a relapse I think. amen- no collapse Although I am feeling really weak, I will try. I really struggle with infidelity- it is the one thing that I thought would never happen to me. Makes me feel cheap. But I can live for today and when H levels out I will too. What do I tell him for the R? I want a faithful partner. I want him to work on himself- he doesnt like himself and I said that he cant love me if he hates himself. He says ILU and I care about you . Why doesnt it feel like that>? I want him to see a therapist. What kind? I want to have fun and learn to communicate better? Shay
