Keefa. I have taken to writing things down too. I just have a note pad and if I need something it goes on. If it is something that needs done. It goes on.
I know I have a terrible memory I tend to get distracted and forget to do things.
I have to draw from myself right now. It's not always easy. Fake it till you make it.
There were several times yesterday where I almost thought of her and cried. Deep breath. Think of something funny te kids did. Or something I enjoy doing.
It was a big step for me to join the gym yesterday. Not because I need to lose weight. Would rather gain right now. But I feel like I want to tone up. The issue was handing over the money to do it. I have always been Leary about expenses on myself since the bankruptcy and feel like getting a gym membership will start me down the spending path again.
I am also looking at courses I can take on budgeting and handling money. Try and better yourself.
Actually. Do or do not. There is no try. 😜


The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.