dday, rebooted

[dday]

I feel like she is a rebellious teenager some days. My change was to become depressed and battle it for years and not grow enough. I let depression hold me back. Which probably held her back too. I finally have gotten ic and ad meds working. So I am on the fast track through personal growth. I think my soul is playing catch up. I think between me being an introvert during depression, and a house full of kids, she probably has felt stifled. That is partly on me.

But, she only worked 3 days a week, and did whatever she wanted on the other days. I never intentionally held her from doing anything unless we had no money.

Random thoughts...