Gmum, you're right. Giving up is not an option. We'll just have to take water breaks along the way and press on!
I am not so sure about the X and OW crashing. If they were to crash, they would have already? The OW has the resources to make life very comfortable. And she is desperate enough to be willing to do anything to grab onto her last chance at snagging a guy who wouldn't mind a widow of her age with 2 kids. She knows that if she doesnt make it with the ex, she may not have another chance of finding a ready-made father for her kids or a husband for herself.
She is not stubborn like me. She may not have the morals not to go for a married man but she is smart enough to know whose a$$es to kiss, and I have to admit that she does do a very good job. And even if she does have a resting biatch face, she does a very good job of hiding it from the ex. And the secrecy of their affair, the rumours they've put out on the streets about me in our profession, all these serve to prolong the fog of the affair.
For me, I guess the fat lady has sung.
You can call me Dory/ Grl.
As a wise fish once sang,"Just keep swimming!"
It's no use to go back to yesterday because I was a different person then.
