Sorry you're hurting dday. Everything's going to be alright, I know its not what you want to hear, but you will be ok. What W is doing is about her, not you. It [censored], to say the least.
You have to stop taking what shes doing as personal, as impossible as that may seem. It may not be that she doesn't care, she might just be incapable of caring right now. Shes on what she thinks will be her path to happiness and that's all that matters to her. She likely wont find it, but you never know, not that it matters either ways as it doesn't mean anything to who you are. It just is what it is and its out of your hands. You have your own happiness to find, inside you. Its there, just keep digging and moving forward with you.
Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be
