Thanks Pinn. I am trying to find things to occupy myself when I start thinking about here and feel the urge to text her.
That started today by signing up for the gym opening here. Not till feb1 but I am going to go as soon as it opens. Starting to really focus on school right now is going to be a priority.

Zeus. Thank you for your thoughts. It's not that I'm not committed to marriage with my doubts on coaching. It was more that I hadn't seen a lot of comments on it. Maybe I was looking in the wrong spots. I was more looking for confirmation that it's more than these threads and the DB book. I take your guidance in the highest regard. I am going to find a way to make coaching possible in my life.

On to me. I was at the gym getting ready to sign up when W calls me ( had asked earlier if S3 could call). So I go outside and talk to him all about his first day at his new daycare. And all the new friends he made then we talked about squids for some reason... Lol. He is awesome. He never has talked on the phone for more than 1-2 minutes and we talked for a solid 5+.

I fully expected her to hang up phone when he was done. But she stayed on.
I said boy he was sure chatty
W ya they had a good day they are back tomorrow while I go to work. ( I didn't ask how her interviews went today or if she got hired. Tho she alluded to it it the S3 txt)
Me: oh good I'm sure they are excited.
W : ya. My ill be sore after work tomorrow.
Now I feel I have to ask. Ya? So you got a job?
And then she went on about both interviews and how she is going to make both work because one is snow removal.
Me: that's great you found something. Thanks for getting the boys to call it was really nice to talk to S3. I have to go.

And that was that. It was a little nice cause S3 told me to go inside the house because I mentioned it was cold out and I said( remember phone with S3 is on speaker as he likes to look at the phone instead of talk) I'm not at home right now. I'm out for awhile. I'll be home later.
He asked I didn't give details just that I'm not sitting at home doing nothing.


The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.