The real deal is that I have no idea of who is this guy. My normal H was different, or maybe I was totally blind.
So, I have no idea what it is. I have decided that I will talk to him and end this agony. Whatever it is will need to be faced today or tomorrow. I just hope it is not the STD stuff.
To talk about my faith and God was something surprising for me. He knows how much faith I have and the respect I have for God. (He always did it too). That alone make things not so negative. But who knows, I can't trust what is in his mind anymore.
Job, thanks for the advice. It made my heart stop for a sec when I read 'STD" but it is a real possibility, just hope it is not the case. I also believe that if I do not talk to him, that he will keep texting me until it happen.
Seems that whatever is stuck inside him, it needs to come out.
kml, when he mention faith, I had the feeling that it may not be something so negative. But who knows, maybe in his mind it is not so negative and it will be a devastation for me.
I will face it. A day of turmoil is better then a weak into the turmoil.
