So I text him once again to try to get some info because I am sh*** in my pants.
3:12pm Me - I can talk to you only if you give me a heads up of what it is all about. It may be important for you, but it may be another wound for me, and I do not need it anymore.
3:22pm Cira - I am rumbly asking for a chance to speak with you. I have a one thing to say, that I need to say to you, that you deserve to hear and to know.
It is not hurtful, but I realize that many things can hurt, that were not intended to.
If you can trust in your faith, I am sure that our God wants me to tell this to you, and you deserve to hear it from me.
I do not want to be cryptic, but what it is about is exactly what needs to be said and heard.
Now, can I just write and scream a lot of very bad words? Is this making Cira insane day?
I will see him, and if he says anything that hurt me, I will break his nose. I am so close to finish with him today. It's ridiculous.
What kind of answer is that?
OK, I will talk to the bastard, be confident, mysterious, no expectations, careful and remember the STFU. Public place, it he says half word I do not like to hear, I am walking away.
I will let you guys know what happens. For some reason, I feel just like when he asked for the divorce, it is weird.
