I am very sorry that you are having a terrible day. Please do not think that you are failing as a mother. It takes every bit of your strength to take care of sick children, do what needs to be done around the home and work a job.
Yes, I do understand your anger towards your husband, but you know that you can't rely on him right now. Heck, he can't even help himself, so how can he help you? His empathy chip is broken and he really has nothing to offer in the way of support right now. I know, it's not an excuse for bad behavior, but it's the best I can give you right now.
You are tired and stressed right now. Hopefully you can get your children settled down once you are home w/some hot soup, plenty of fluids and off to bed for the night. When the go to bed, you do the same or you will end up sick as well.
Please take care of yourself. Hopefully everyone will feel a bit better tomorrow.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
