Your welcome dadscb. I'm always on the lookout for songs to replace ones that effect me negatively.
I'm curious about coaching. To me personally it's a lot of money just because of my finances. I understand it's cheaper than most counselling. My question is. Is it worth what your paying? Am I going to spend this money and regret the decision to get coaching?
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
W has been texting me more than usual today. Not a lot by any means. And one part said. I blame you for me running out of smokes today because you were smoking mine last night. I said you smoked mine too. Are you seriously mad over this? Haha. Because not my problem. She can buy her own smokes.... W I'm having a bad day. I'm sorry. Me. Thank you. I can leave a pack T home for you. ( I know. Not DBing) W it's ok I need some before then W thank you tho.
Part of me wants to leave her something nice when she gets home. And the better part of me knows I shouldn't. I don't know what was tough about her day. Do I ask? Do I engage her? If OM is being a jerk do I step up as good guy? Or let her lie in the bed she made?
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
It's the little things that matter. Little steps that lead to bigger things. Driving with my 2 older kids bringing them home for the weekend and after talking it got quiet. My mind started thinking of the sitch. I made the decision to turn up some dance music and we all started dancing in the car. It was great!
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
Well. Today is the big day. W moves out today. This is where our paths fork. They run in different directions and may come close from time to time. I think the difference is. I am building my road from now on. I am not just going to see where it's leading. She is leaving to find her happiness. Why shouldn't I be doing the same?
I understand my faults and am working to better myself, I have 4 wonderful children that amaze me everyday, a home, a secure job, financially stable. I have everything I need to be happy in my life. If she chooses not to be a part of that its her loss. After she goes today it's time for a new thread. It's a new beginning. Suggestions for a title are appreciated. Haha This is a huge transition day for me tho and I am nervous and scared.
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
It's heartbreaking to watch D12 cry over this. She loves W as she has been a huge part of her life for 5 years. Almost 1/2 of her life. It came up as W said she left D apron and some mixers because they always baked together. D fought out a smile and nodded. Then the tears started. W immediately started consoling am holding. They went to go talk I think. I just kept my distance and my composure. I have to be the beacon for my Children. The light they can be confident in and give them the stability that WW probably won't at least for awhile while she figures her life out.
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
Ran into a wonderful snag today... All of W stuff is ready to load into trailer she lined up when it arrives. Only to find out that they don't have trailers or they are closed or something. So now she is storming around yelling and on the verge of tears. I can't help but think if she would stop for a second and look back on her faith she would see that all of the hardships she has faced are maybe a way of God showing her that maybe she is not choosing the correct path. When we met she made me more Christian. I always was but never went to church or prayed really. And she changed that in me and made me have faith. Now she has lost hers. It's unfortunate.
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
So sad to hear about your D12. Your other children are hurting as well. Glad to hear you are doing everything you can to be a beacon of hope for them. Hang in there.
Me:44 W:38 T:10.5 M:7.5 D:3 BD: 7/2015 W moves out of MBR: 9/2015 WW files for D: 2/8/2016
