The start of my happiness.

[keefa]

'Let me start by saying that I know if I start doing all these things right she will not come back. '

I am in an almost identical position, W is moving hers and my 2 boys stuff out bit by bit over the next few days. I have tried my all to get on the reconciliation path the last 7 months but amongst my many mistakes I have been lied to and deceived so many times I feel like an idiot.

Tyler, how do you switch off that little ray of hope, latching onto every tiny positive thing as a 'sign' ?
I have made WAW as pissy as its possible to be. ie I have put a lock on my bedroom door (she has stolen my wedding ring, mementoes from my boys etc and I do not know if she had sex in there with her OM, it is easier to deal with her not talking to me than it is the making cups of tea and occasional hug. I can't stop seeing these as good signs. The house is already looking bare and empty and I now feel like I just want her gone from the toxic environment. The first thing I am going to do is paint my living room a different colour.
Hope can be a bastard.