Perhaps you're right. Maybe it's a half-hearted attempt to prove to the X that I am not unwanted.

I have only just set up my profile and half-heartedly cropped my face from a FB Photo. Nothing concrete yet and only just looking at matches the site has churned out for me.

But I guess it will be nice to have some adult male company. I am moving very cautiously, and for the time being, just wanting to broaden my social circle.

One of the questions for the profiling made me cringe though - what are your feelings about sex on the first few dates? Big gulp. The thought of it makes me quite queasy.

I never thought that I would have to venture into the dating world again and having to be physically intimate with another person? Not quite there yet.

You can call me Dory/ Grl.

As a wise fish once sang,"Just keep swimming!"

It's no use to go back to yesterday because I was a different person then.