MB Your GALing is inspiring to me. It truely makes me want to get out and make myself happy. To focus on something else.
Tyler, that's it exactly. I'm not really doing it because I WANT to, but because if I sit here in this apartment and stare at the walls I become fixated on H and the pain. I just can't take the pain anymore. I am using GAL to avoid the pain. It's been 3 1/2 months and I just need some relief. When I'm out of the house and surrounded by people, it takes my mind off of H even if only for a while. Right now I'm in the FAKE IT TILL YOU MAKE IT stage. I'm hoping that eventually I get out and do things because I WANT to and not because I NEED to. Baby steps. That's all I can say, just baby steps.
M:45 H:48 M:11 No kids BD:Sept'15 EA:Confirmed 1wk later PA: Oct'15 12 '15 2 wk R Just kidding, H wants NC 12 '15 H back w/OW 4 '15 R &still working on it
