Much of my hard time is of my own doing. I know that I'm hurting myself by driving by H house. I don't do it to see if OW is there because she doesn't live around here. I do it because I want to see if HE is there. I guess my payoff is the momentary sense of relief I get when I see that he's at home & not with OW and that is, for me, stronger than the thought of what will happen if H isn't home, or if OW is there.
If I see you doing this next week...I am sicking the troops on you! I'll call Shotgun to come kick you *ss!!!
