Letting go, finally

[JGuy]

This is actually a good sign. It means you're not delusional.

That same thought occurred to me while I was reading my journal, Zeus. As I was reading what I wrote over the past 2 months, I could see how I was still in partial denial by holding on to the idea that my world could somehow stay the same and I wouldn't have to let it all go. I was questioning whether this nightmare was really happening. Right now, I am about three weeks into the process of accepting that it is so, but I feel like my emotional self still has a ways to go to fully process all of the ramifications of what it all means.

For now, though, I'm wishing you strength. No one should have to be where you are. Unfortunately the world is imperfect, the love we have for each other is too often broken and interrupted...all the more reason to appreciate the good will of others, be they your friends or family, or those on this board. Take care J.

Thank you for the validation, Zeus.