You see I keep wanting there to be that "makeup sex" type of occurrence, where we both realize we were wrong and connect. Past year I had been pushing for that type of connection.
He is not there though but at least there is some change. I am not there because I am so hurt as well.
Logistically speaking, things are a lot harder in our situation as well. It was all too easy for him to leave and too difficult to return.
Me: 42 H: 43 Twins age 5 Physically Separated 7/2015
