Hi, Just checking in to see how you are doing. I am going to counseling tomorrow with H--I asked that he explain to me why he wants the D. I am a bit nervous for it. After mostly NC and going dark--in december--he is now finally realizing that i blocked his number, etc. Today we spoke on the phone and he was nice and man, that throws me for a loop. Everyone in my family and my friends are so against any type of reconciliation. What will be will be I guess. I rationally recognize that I am better off with out him but I can't get my heart to feel the same way.
Let me know how you are doing-when is your next mediation appt?
