Mut, your heart might never catch up with your mind. My mind is miles ahead of my heart, but that is ok. I thought my heart was getting detached and then I woke up in tears from a dream last night where H was telling my "I love you." So my heart is crying out in my sleep. My H could walk in the door right now and I'd melt. But in the meantime I am on my journey, some days taking small steps, some days taking a leap, but no longer stuck. I am happy for you, I think you are about to experience some better days.
