This is actually controlling behavior. You are trying to generate positive feelings in her towards you and control her back into your arms.
This is controlling. This is diminishing her voice which has told you she wants to get away This is needy This is pursuing
I never saw it like this. I didnt see it as me controlling her emotions with my intentions.
Part of me is holding onto the hope that her moving out on her own will snap her back to reality. i need to let go of that and let her have her journey.
I need to read, GAL and let go of what we had. What we had is gone. Its easy to write that and think it, it takes time to feel it.
The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.
